When I was a kid, I always felt like something was missing in my life. I grew up in a Christian household, believed in God, and knew about Jesus, but I was unsure about my future. Things were tough—I was homeschooled and didn’t have any friends growing up. At just 9 years old, I fell into depression.
At 13, I attended a youth group for the first time, thinking it would end my loneliness. I was happy to go, but I was more focused on making friends than the service. Sadly, I ended up being bullied and even had someone try to fight me over a misunderstanding. I left that church heartbroken, wondering why these things kept happening to me. At the time, I felt like I was the only one struggling so much.
When I got older, I finally got my driver’s license and found another youth group right up the road. I was excited to go, and on my first night, I joined their Christmas party and made friends right away. At the same time, I joined a Discord server for my online school, where I met classmates and some older guys who were true believers. They became mentors to me, and pointed me toward Christ, though I didn’t realize I was lost.
At 17, I began questioning what the Gospel really meant. One of my mentors even told me I wasn’t saved. That hit hard, and I remember being angry, telling him God didn’t care about me and that my life had no future.
Later, while browsing Amazon, I came across a ring with Jeremiah 29:11 on it: “For I know the plans I have for you,” declares the Lord, “plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future.”
For the first time, I felt God’s presence in my room.
Three days later, I confessed Jesus as Lord, believing fully in His death and resurrection. My life hasn’t been the same since. I’ve found peace, joy and purpose in Christ, and He’s blessed me more than I could have imagined.
If you’re struggling, lonely, or feel lost, God’s love can transform your life. Through His grace, you’ll find hope that never ends. Always remember to show love to one another as a Christian. That is how I live for Christ’s love.
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